My prayer is that many people, across this world, will be encouraged and uplifted by reading even one of these posts. The birth of this blog brought much healing into various areas of my life. If you scroll to the bottom of the home page, you will see a link to the post on the birth of this blog and why I named the blog "becoming better women". Even though I want to reach everyone, this was about helping myself learn to keep growing in Christ "Christ like". I may struggle, but I will never quit.
June 30, 2022
Jesus In The Clouds!
Psalm 146!
June 27, 2022
Do Not Sit Idle!
June 22, 2022
Encounter with God!
Location: Dallas, North Carolina
Allow me to share this testimony! I left at almost 11pm Eastern time and people were still in the altars praying and seeking God on a week night. Young people praying for the Baptism of the Holy Ghost and not wanting to leave until they received it! On top of that, it's a group of siblings that drove cross country from California to North Carolina, because they've watched the church services through Facebook. They knew nothing about Pentecost, but what they felt through watching those services, they knew they wanted that experience. A couple of the siblings received the baptism tonight, and then they were continuing to pray for their other siblings to receive. It was me seeing Luke 24:49... " but tarry ye... until ye be endued with power from on high." We are truly having an upper room experience this week! This is what it's going to take for us to see true revival! Praying until we've prayed through! We are in a season of prayer and praise! No time constraints! This church is reaching so many people, and God is showing me how much they need the prayers and encouragement of others outside of their church. This Alabama, Pentecostal gal has been blessed beyond measure tonight! God brought me to a women's conference October 2011 in North Carolina and that's when I received the Baptism of the Holy Ghost. Sometimes God does His greatest work, when He gets us out of our comfort zone and the familiar. I'm thankful for the precious, obedient ladies who got a hold of me and prayed for and encouraged me tonight as well! We are all fighting something, it's just some of us are very good at hiding it! But, one sister in Christ tonight knew God was breaking that 'spirit of infirmity' off of me, I've continually fought since birth! All day I've heard in my spirit that "God's healing is here" for anyone who wants to receive it. If the Lord tarries, I know and believe I will make it through the rest of 2022 without surgery or ever needing a surgery again for that matter. Going all this year, without a surgery, will be the first full year in about 11 years I haven't had a surgery. I know I am going to make it in Jesus name. But I will tell you I know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that God started hitting the reset button in my life when I turned 38 this year, in April! When He spoke to me about coming to this campmeeting, by myself, I never gave it a 2nd thought. My family understood. My close friends understood. I've lost count at the times I've heard last week and this week, "you're brave for going/coming by yourself". I know what I heard the Lord speak, and I've desperately needed this time with the Lord... without hinderances or distractions. You either trust God or you don't, you either have faith in God or your don't... to see you through and protect you when He tells you to do something. He guides my feet wherever I go, and I feel His Holy Angels encamped all around me. Obedience is better than sacrifice. There is no one better and safer to travel with than God. I know God is healing me, or I wouldn't even have been physically able to make this trip. I've stood on my feet a lot already this week praising God, yet the horrible back pain isn't there now! I've made two plane rides, already this year, with no issues when my ear issue shouldn't even be allowing me to fly anymore! You want to know why, because somebody (Jesus) touched me because of somebody's prayers! I'm thankful that the Lord has no boundaries. I'm thankful that brothers and sisters in Christ has no boundaries or restraints when it comes to different states or churches. We are all in this together. Even when others don't understand your assignment, that's okay because God does! This week isn't over yet. I could still see Jesus come in the clouds, before I make it back home... but I know one thing is for certain God is God and God won't ever change... but He's sure changing and restoring and refreshing me in a new way for a new season! π❤
June 20, 2022
Trust the Delays!
June 15, 2022
God Is With You!
June 14, 2022
Breakthrough!
June 13, 2022
Digging Ditches!
June 09, 2022
Lest You turn into a Pillar of Salt!
Holy Ghost Message!
June 02, 2022
Speak the Name of Jesus!
Video link from 8.29.2021 service at Clanton Church of God. I'm thankful for this song in these bleak times we're living in. https://youtu.be/PODEqDJZSoA
Lyrics:
I just want to speak the Name of Jesus
Over every heart and every mind
'Cause I know there is peace within your presence. I speak Jesus
I just want to speak the Name of Jesus
'Til every dark addiction starts to break
Declaring there is hope and there is freedom. I speak Jesus
Your Name is power
Your Name is healing
Your Name is life
Break every stronghold
Shine through the shadows
Burn like a fire
I just want to speak the Name of Jesus
Over fear and all anxiety
To every soul held captive by depression
I speak Jesus
Your Name is power
Your Name is healing
Your Name is life
Break every stronghold
Shine through the shadows
Burn like the fire
Shout Jesus from the mountains
Jesus in the streets
Jesus in the darkness over every enemy
Jesus for my family
I speak the Holy Name Jesus
***The Holy Spirit was moving as they sung this for about 20 minutes, but I shortened it. There is an urgency in my spirit for God's people to PRAY AGAINST OPPRESSION. The oppressive spirit desires to shut us up and hold us down. God desires to elevate us and move us forward, but He can't do that if we refuse to completely surrender to Him and cast this spirit back to hell where it belongs. Let me tell you that the spirit of oppression is very real. It's effecting the church at large right now. The Lord has shown me how "UNDERESTIMATED it is by Christians" in this hour. We have allowed the enemy to have authority and power over us for too long, instead of taking the authority we have over the enemy in Jesus' name. What we need right now is a good ole stomping and shouting service that will put the enemy where he belongs... under our feet. When a person is oppressed they just can’t seem to get up or get ahead, no matter what they do. I've been captive to that oppressive spirit... my mind was attacked with fear, my body attacked with sickness, issues in my family, even my finances were hindered. I felt weak, defeated, fatigued, unsettled, and isolated. It hindered my prayer and spiritual gifts, I wanted to sit down in silence, and it shook my faith. Oppression is intended to kill or steal your faith... you begin to waver in your faith or you start to have faith in God for one thing and then no faith in God for something else; it doesn't work that way. I praise God for lifting that spirit of oppression off me, and allowing me to learn how to walk in His victory. The enemy wants to oppress you until you begin to doubt and not believe God regarding who you are in Him, or what He has called you to do. It was our responsibility to come against it. I had to decide to be persistent and constant in fighting it. I had to push through and pray, fast, read the Bible, worship and get back up. When it lifted, my joy and peace were restored. The fear left and my purpose returned. I have faith in God that it's going to be okay in His time and way. I know God desires for His children and church to have "complete victory" over oppression. He desires for us to "defeat the enemy" when it comes to oppression. When trying to get an understanding of oppression, you must know that it is both a spirit and a weapon. Yes, oppression is a spirit that is used as a weapon (and formed) against you. Yet, we must always remember Isaiah 54:17, which says; {“No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD.”} Oppression should not be able to prosper against you. But to stop it, you must shut the doors that it would operate through. I want you to understand something: the greater the call, the greater the anointing, the greater the work God is doing in your home and church, the greater God’s purposed breakthrough for you is... then the greater the oppression and resistance from the enemy. My prayer focus has changed for my church, my family, and myself over the past couple of months. I want to walk in the power and authority God has given me until I am called home. I urge you in this hour to pray and believe with me. You wonder why nothing seems to be getting better or changing in your life (or our country) or you seem too tired to care?! Well, you must realize what's happening... it's oppression straight from the pits of hell that's coming against us. I have begin praying, "let it whither up and die!" over and over. Again, we need to move forward, as God desires to elevate us in our faith in Him and in our gifts and talents for Him. He desires to pour out a refreshing over His people. He wants us to have revival. But, there is a call of urgency for God's people to come against, rebuke, and bind up the spirit of oppression!***
Breakthrough Vs Breakdown!
I speak healing, restoration, peace, and deliverance into your life! Now, more than ever, I pray and bind up the enemy's hindrances and distractions over your life and mind! I know the enemy is working overtime; I feel the weight and burden of these hindrances, yet I never cease praying for the breakthrough of others. God is bigger and greater than anything the enemy throws your way. It's past time, we give God the problems of life and allow Him to handle them for His glory and purpose. God wants to work and move in your life; it starts with you surrendering it all to Him and keeping the enemy under your feet where he belongs. I bind up the spirit of oppression and opposition. God is still, and He will always be a mighty God full of wonder-working power! In your hour of distress or growing pains, I encourage you child of God, hang on to your faith! ♡
Link to my YouTube video devotion:
The Python Spirit!
It's 15 minutes, the video in the link below, but it is a timely and urgent message on the "spirit of python" or "python spirit". I feel like it is an important and vital word too. We need to stay prayed up and be on guard as Christians. This spirit is real folks, and it wants to choke the life out of you. Main scripture is Acts 16:16-26. "A spirit of divination." The Greek term for "divination" is pythΕna. We can't afford to get lax as Christians right now! We can't stop praying for lost souls! Evil is all around us, but God wants to move mightily, and He desires to move in hearts and lives in the middle of it all! God can shut the mouths of lions! God can cause this spirit to leave and cause the Holy Spirit to show up! God is getting us ready for one last great revival! We have to stand up, fight, and pray! We have to keep God in the center of it all!
This python spirit has been loosed from the pits of hell in these last days, and it's working overtime to destroy seasoned Christians, families, homes, and churches. It's imperative that we come together and bind this spirit and send it back to hell where it belongs in Jesus name. I felt it when it was released on me over the weekend, and I had to purpose and position with my praise and prayer that it leave and not come back in Jesus name. It says even the very elect will be deceived. You've got to position and purpose yourself to fight for God's glory! The python spirit constricts you to try to choke the life out of you. You have got to stay focused on God and what thus says the Lord! I speak Jesus!!!
YouTube link to my video teaching on this spirit of python -https://youtu.be/MZj3GIJU0uQ
Wheat Vs Tares!
A devotion and word from God based on Jesus' parable of the wheat and the tares. Scripture: Matthew 13:24-30 KJV ~ "24 Another parable put he forth unto them, saying, The kingdom of heaven is likened unto a man which sowed good seed in his field: 25 But while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat, and went his way. 26 But when the blade was sprung up, and brought forth fruit, then appeared the tares also. 27 So the servants of the householder came and said unto him, Sir, didst not thou sow good seed in thy field? from whence then hath it tares? 28 He said unto them, An enemy hath done this. The servants said unto him, Wilt thou then that we go and gather them up? 29 But he said, Nay; lest while ye gather up the tares, ye root up also the wheat with them. 30 Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn." ~ The Lord is calling us to be shaped up, so we will be ready to ship out when He returns for His children. The enemy plants and produces "look-a-likes" or counterfeits that strive to hinder the work of God. We need to be able to tell the difference between those things that truly are of God (wheat = righteousness) and from God, and those that are not (tares = unrighteousnes). We need discernment in these last days.
Link to my YouTube video devotion:
Best Good Friend!
People in this world will tell you what to do/what not to do, where to go/where not to go, who to talk to/who not to talk to, etc. They'll tell you to bite your tongue and stay in a toxic relationship or friendship. They'll tell you that you're cold heartened and mean "not a Christian" for protecting yourself and taking up for yourself. But, always listen to your heart and follow God's leading and no one else's... He's the only reason I live, but oh what a reason! I typed that at the beginning, because my best good friend has taught me and helped me learn what it means when you listen to and let God lead you every step of the way. She's helped me learn it's okay to stand up for yourself and take time for yourself. Hard lessons in life packaged with hurt have brought much pain my way, but it's also brought much discernment my way. This week I stumbled upon the "see friendship" section on Facebook, between me and Selena! So, had I listened to the naysayers and not went to the church where the Lord was leading me during 2010, I wouldn't now have this 12 year friendship with her and her family. She's been right by my side through these hard lessons, I mentioned above, that have allowed me to gain much spiritual growth. I would run out of space if I tried to type out everything she means to me, but our friendship was definitely a God thing. I would definitely exceed the character limit, lol. When I knew I had no choice but to walk away from others to protect myself, and so I could also continue growing in the Lord, she's never left my side and hung in there with me through it all just as I have with her. When I knew other friendships were but for a season, oh I knew this friendship between us was for the rest of our lifetime. Looking back over just some of our many memories has my heart so full with thankfulness to God! There are so many memories, all of the screenshots won't even fit into one post! ;) She's the true definition of a best friend and sister in Christ. We are truly the sisters each of us never had. Yes, there have been a few times of aggravation, only because she wanted what was best for me and couldn't stand to see me get hurt... but never a fight or ill feelings with each other, because we are each other's cheerleader and we only want what's best for each other. We know when each other needs to vent, just listen, just be quiet and reflect, or need our space... that's how friendship works and lasts! We've both been through so much ourselves and within our families, but our faith in God is what continues to pull us through. She's truly the meaning of the "You find out who your friends are" song - "You find out who your friends are. Somebody's gonna drop everything. Run out and crank up their car. Hit the gas, get their fast. Never stop to think 'what's in it for me?' or 'it's way too far.' They just show on up with their big ole heart. You find out who your friends are." All the times she's back tracked to come pick me up to go somewhere because she knew I didn't feel like driving or following me home from her house to make sure I was safe. She's provided me opportunities to minister in song, took me on many road trips, showed up at my house late at night so we could talk through things, opened her home to me as my getaway/hideaway place to heal and clear my head, prayed and talked me through so much; she's my best friend and therapist. She thinks of little things, like getting me gifts on birthday and Christmas I would never buy myself but she knows I need. We are in each other's corner through it all. She's whisk me away so I could get my mind off difficult things, or just set there with me and let me cry it out without saying a word. She's helped me put things in prospective and get my focus back on God, when my mind seemed to be full of nothing but confusion and anxiety. She's the friend whom I don't have to see or talk to everyday, yet nothing has changed when we do talk and hang out. I could keep on going, but the truth of the matter is there hasn't been one time since I've known her, that she didn't stop what she was doing to talk me through something when I was in the middle of a crisis or in meltdown mode. We have the best time on our yearly beach trips now. I don't mean to get all sappy, but these past couple of weeks I don't know what I would've done without the Lord and her helping me through a very tough and challenging situation. She's that friend that keeps you from falling apart at the seams, when all you really wanna do is fall apart! Focus on finding that one true friend until the end vs. so many that aren't gonna be around when times get tough. ❤π₯° Here's to many more years of friendship! I love you very much my best good friend!!!
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