When Healing Comes (Do Not Doubt God)!
God has been so faithful to me (and He will continue to be), even when I was not faithful to Him. God has clung onto me when I was trying to let go, and He has stuck it out with me always. That is why He continually deserves the glory, honor, and praise. It was the stripes on the back of Jesus, that healed my diseases. I cannot quit praising God this week for what He has done in my life thus far. I remember so clearly how the Lord touched me mightily during the morning church service on December 7, 2014. By the end of that week, I had allowed the enemy to just about steal my healing from me. See, I have lived with an inner ear disease known as Meniere's since December 2006, and for anyone who does not know about this disease there is no cure and no meds on the market to treat it; you just try to play around with meds for other conditions to treat the symptoms, and it can result in hearing loss. Since December 2006, I have endured over a dozen procedures/surgeries on my right ear alone, as well as pretty aggressive treatments. Most times healings are progressive and like the woman with the issue of blood for 12 long years, in the Bible, who pressed on through the crowd of naysayers, she got desperate for her healing and received it. Well a few weeks before that service in 2014, I just happened to turn on the tv late at night to hear a man giving his testimony of God healing him from this same dreadful ear disease I suffered with. Then the week leading up to that church service, I went to my ear doctor and the results of my hearing test were worse then they had ever been, in which means the disease was progressing towards hearing loss. My doctor's words to me were, "it is almost Christmas, and I think it is time for you to ask Santa for a new ear". By that Sunday I was numb and discouraged but the Lord had different plans, and it is a service I will never forget, because that Sunday I did NOT ask Santa for a new ear, I ask the Lord for a new ear. I got desperate for my healing that day. I left church knowing that I was not going to lose my hearing, I left knowing that I was healed. When symptoms returned a couple of weeks later, depression set in but praise God I came out of that, with renewed strength and joy. But do you know something, even though I still have dizziness issues since that service in 2014, every hearing test I have had since then has been NORMAL. My hearing test was completely normal when I returned to the doctor a couple of weeks after that 2014 church service, and I will NEVER forget how the doctor sit in the room completely dumbfounded and just kept comparing the normal hearing test I had during that appointment to the previous hearing test. That is how the enemy works, as he tricks you into believing his lies. See, it wasn't that I did not receive healing, it was that enemy was messing with my mind, because symtoms were returning. I have literally been diagnosed with a dozen different diseases over the last decade, and God has mercifully healed me from all but one and it is the one that cannot take your life, it just makes you miserable at times (but I just believe sometimes the Lord knows what we need to keep us humble.) Sometimes when people have no problems at all is when they quickly forget to praise God. I have, by faith, fasting, prayer, and not giving up, set back and received my healing from each of the diseases one by one, year by year. When I do not understand God's will, I trust Him and this has all been for His glory. Until He comes back to get me, I will continue sharing my testimony, and I will continue to claim my healing and let the Lord work it out. It does not mean I will never face another problem or sickness, but I have no reason to doubt God. It is continued growth and healing until I receive my ultimate healing on the other side of glory (in Heaven).
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